expectations
hmmm ... winter ball ...
maybe i was expecting a repeat of homecoming, maybe i was just tired. whatever the reason, winter ball was less than exciting ... really, less than fun. nothing good happened, and enough bad things happened to throw the balance off from "average" to "bad". i'm sure raised expectations are mostly to blame: expectations about where i am, physically, emotionally, expecting to be further along in some areas than i really am. so the evening ended with a late night chinese food run and a very sore body and a generally icky cloud hanging over my head.
while some of last night's realizations are plaguing me this morning, i'm trying to focus my energies elsewhere. like on florida. sooo close. warmth. sunshine. color. music.
i think i can, i think i can . . .
2 Comments:
I hear you about expectations - at times, although we try very hard to "move things along", they seem to take their sweet time in resolving themselves.
I'm sorry last night turned into a bad night. Definitely focus on Florida - that could perhaps be your springboard, your launching back into a more pleasant state of things. Good luck with things. :)
By
Steve, At
February 27, 2005 at 12:02 PM
baby i love you
just think about the pit and ull be fine
By
Lina, At
February 27, 2005 at 3:31 PM
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