swimmingly

so the show went swimmingly. it was such a rush to be up there on that stage. i was a nervous mess until i stepped in front of the mic, and then i was home. i fit.
the after party was here - my recent lack of a social life left a big gap where the big parties once were. it was nice to have a full house again.
so now it's tuesday. it feels like monday all over again. life has officially become dull. i'm ready to graduate!
the one thing keeping me going is the show. it's such a huge responsibility to have the lead. last night's rehearsal put me into a state of terror that i can't handle it. but i can. i know i can. they wouldn't have given me the part if i couldn't. i'm really excited .. but yea, very intimidated.
oh, and the "warm" weather is awesome. it gives me hope.