techno beats

i'm listening to techno. it makes me miss home, miss diest. miss him. and perhaps i should listen to something else, get my mind off the place i'd rather be, but it's somehow soothing. it may be far away, but it's there, and it completes me. i'm home again, even if only for a moment - and that's worth the heartache. that crazy beat is the beat of my heart - the techno goes through me, pulsing through me, a rush of sound and emotion, reminding me of happier moments.